How long has it been?

One year. I think more than that since i wrote here. I’m going to start again. Just because i feel like it. Maybe i should change to tumblr.

My friends arent your enemies and my enemies better not be your friends

I hate it when my imagination runs wild. Note to self. Never read the wall to wall posts again.

But now I’m told that this is life And pain is just a simple compromise

9 december. Has got to be a day i’ll never forget. I nearly went in. But because of her i didn’t. I’ll be eternally grateful for that. And yes for the first time, i’m admiting here, i’m attached. I know to some it might be too fast. But i’m happy with the direction we’re going so far.

I am excited! 3 feb. Muse’s concert! We have the tickets!  Woohoo. And 7 march! Paramore’s concert. Early of next year is goin to be so powerpacked. Somehow, i’ll get the paramore tickets too.

You might not be what i always thought i wanted but i realised you’re someone i know I need in my life =) ILU.

Fuck? This is an embarassing post. Hahaha.

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My mind’s not a well it wont run dry

Escape with the kids was great! I cant believe i click well with the young ones because i dont click well with my siblings.

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I saved that bottle, it’s now ten years aged

I’m in deep shit. Well not really that deep. Because i dont feel the panic. But if you have to go to court for a littering offence then i guess most will consider that deep shit.

That’s why i took up a job 3 day job. Worked at a seminar. I enjoyed the experience. And the pay’s good. Met younger kids and it was interesting to interact with them. Their mentality is so different. I had a great team. Liked them. Double-liked one.

There’s so much that i want to write. But i think its better if they aren’t revealed and forgotten. I shouldn’t be holding on to a memory that will lead to nothing. Never harbour false hope is the advice i give people. I should heed it myself. I know it’s because i seldom meet people of that character. The kind that i cant help but to like. But as always all the potentially good ones are taken. Maybe i misread signals. I guess everyone you treat the same.

Woah i was going to write more. I can go on for many more paragraphs. But fuck, i dont write about this kind of things. So gay. Haha. And the more paragraphs more details will be revealed. That can’t happen!

Meg & Dia baik!

Okay bye.

*Sighsss* Damn it.

Okay final bye.

Why must there be pain for us to gain?

My left eye keeps twitching every few minutes. I dont like it. Its either i injured my eye, someones talking a lot about me or i’m about to have optic beams like cyclops. Personally i prefer to have the optic beams even though its only on one eye.

I don’t even know why i’m pretending to think about it

The most recent episode of Gossip Girl was awesome. I was reminded why i liked Hilary Duff when i was younger =)

Can You See The Demon In Your Safest Havens?

• School started
• I have to attend the fitness program
• Missed the first session just now
• Serious consequences =_=
• I think the faci didn’t get my humour
• Take back my words about The Resistance. Actually quite good
• And Paramore’s brand new eyes is great. Didn’t like 3 songs though